I’m pretty much upset today :( Okay not only today. I AM UPSET THIS WHOLE WEEK. So many things happened. I did some things and in the end its like gone. POOF! Its just gone and it’ll never come back. My effort had gone to TONS OF WASTE. Sometimes i thought of the reasons of why was I even told to do the work. Its like you ask me to do something and in the end, you dont really need me anymore. So why did you even bother asking me to do something when you know that there’s SOMEONE whose WAY BETTER than me. Seriously whats the point? So you want me to learn. But by making someone, whose new to this shit, take over my part is CRAP. Yeah sure I may not be as good as that person but you know and I know that I can be better. I AM CAPABLE OF DOING BETTER. I shouldn’t have agreed in first place. Why can’t I just be the normal girl who just does her duties as a student councilor. I am better off that way. Just let that person take over all of my parts, everything. Its just stupid that I only came out just to do one part and the others have way more parts to do unlike me. Exactly, whats the point of asking me doing it when its only one part? Just go ask the others to do it! I’m sure they would be glad to have more air time on stage. Then on the other side, I did an artwork and in the end, due to some MISUNDERSTANDINGS, it won’t be given away. Like ugh, you had to tell me that the day AFTER I handed it in. WHO WOULDN’T BE UPSET?! WTF. FML. I just hate this week. It has been giving me endless problems. I can never settle them for once. Its so stupid. Thats it. IM NOT GONNA TAKE UP ANYMORE FORMAL EVENT EMCEE JOB. Just go find that person whose SO GOOD and leave me alone. I even quit that EXCO job cos I know its not worth it and I know Drama will support me no matter what. I just can’t take it anymore. I am sick and tired of all this crap. UGH, she’s really getting on my nerves ever since the start she came in for that emcee job. I am done rowing the boat with her so i just get out of the boat to save myself.
P.S: IM UNSURE OF THIS CERTAIN FRIEND OF MINE. Hmmmm
