April 2011
1 post
I’m pretty much upset today :( Okay not only today. I AM UPSET THIS WHOLE WEEK. So many things happened. I did some things and in the end its like gone. POOF! Its just gone and it’ll never come back. My effort had gone to TONS OF WASTE. Sometimes i thought of the reasons of why was I even told to do the work. Its like you ask me to do something and in the end, you dont really need me...
February 2011
1 post
Just a friend of mine
I think I went really red when venessa said,”see? Told you he likes you!”. :x friend was there with vijay. They just so happen to be there whenever I’m around. I turned red when she said that but Rachel and I denied. I hope he doesn’t think I like him. I just like him as a friend. He’s like a brother to me. After school, I was doing math with Atikah then he came with...
January 2011
5 posts
For the awesome people out there
I’m such a happy person today :D I love the GSS student council. They are the most awesomest people I’ve ever met. The fact that one guy who has been my friend since sec 1 was willing to teach POA was like a blessing. I guess he’s the reason why I am so happy today. He totally made my day. I love him for being my friend though we were not that close. I also have other friends who...
Guilt building up in me
Today was not bad. I observed a few things about him and I think I made my assumption wrongly. Justin tried to ask me to go with him for the china thing but I said no to him. I had admit that I was a little bored sitting alone with the two guys. Being a kind person I asked Zheng yang to carry their bags for them. I felt that lessons dread alot. During art, I saw the guys and exco. Well I talked to...
observations
Observations:
Nothing much happened in the early morning. Usual waving to each other. Wonder why he suddenly changed after the bintan trip. I guess he just wave to me so that I won’t get mad at him when actually I don’t. Last lesson he came. Waved hi to me but he came all the way thru the huge messy crowded area in class just to say hi to me. Aww so sweet LOL! Ate pizza, fed seniors...
I survived. I survived from the 15th! I’m strong, definitely strong. I think maturely of relationships( I think :x) and I have jumped over the biggest hurdle ever!
I saw Dzul before PE lesson. His voice is so distinctive. It was so easy to recognize his voice.
D: ah run some more run some more
J: eh! Wait you’re having PE now?
D: yeah why?
J: so I’m having PE with your class...
2nd week of school. Who knew it would turn out that way? I’m sitting around new people. Mostly new. It’s just the same people I saw in school but this time they’re with me for the next 2 years. Class was quite okay. Guys with long pants. LOL. Some looked okay but the rest, still gotta get used to them wearing it. Some guys in my class has a bad case of pimples. An example would...
July 2010
2 posts
OMG, it’s been long since I’ve updated? Yes. Anyways, I’ve been like rotting at home, not doing anything useful. I felt as if I lost my touch for studies. Boohoo. There goes my plan for AWESOMESS grades. It’s okay, I will start over again, just like the last time.
Semestar 2 was like a quick rush.
Had 45th Anniversary on the first week so I had been seeing Dhak like...
I just can’t seem to erase my fear. Why? Why? Why? It’s creeping me out and haunting me. What can I do? I guess I’m stuck here. :P
We live in fear everyday but someday it’ll just go away and we wont be fearful of it anymore
June 2010
3 posts
And she said
Okay, I don’t know if I should be in love or not cos at one point, I’m not really think about him but when I saw him then I would start daydreaming. Well I saw Dhak today when I was on the way to the black box. My heart started beating so quickly but then I remembered that it’s just puppy love and I didnt want to end up like ________. So yeah, I’ll stop here. Bleh. Good...
Drama. Perth. Dance.
Hey lovely people of Earth! Posting today :DD Well, let’s see what we have here.. I had rehearsal today. Saw Dzul on the way to school, like WTH. Then quickly go to the Black Box. Saw the Drama Clubbers :D Sat inside and looked through lines. Glenn took my headband and wore it. -.- Watched others rehearsed. Got packing list for Perth trip. Got to know my roommates and my buddy. One of my...
Come back back to me, I'm waiting for you
Start of CCA rehearsals. Somehow I wished that I wasn’t the host for the big event cos I feel awkward with people whom I don’t really interact much with but life is like that. You have to just move on and continue work with different people in order to be successful. This role is really big for me and I want to prove to my instructor that I can act and I can take up different roles.
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May 2010
12 posts
Naega jal jal jal mottasseo
Okay, finally decided to update the tumblr blog :/ I kept logging in and out then in the end I decided to post here.
Well, let’s see. I’m gonna be outta town tomorrow. And yeah, that’s all. I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!! Like badly. :( I wanna get a ribbon headband and clip,maybe some clothes and shoes and tons of accessories. GROOVY :P Hehe, I just feel like saying GROOVY instead of...
A big job comes with a big responsibility
Getting to be the person with the BIG role is a BIG responsibility. So, I have decided to be more responsible. I want to be the most well-liked and remembered by my Drama Clubbers. I want them to be satisfied that they have chosen me to lead the club with the president. I want the teachers to look at me and say that, “Wow, she has very good leadership skills.”. I want people to see me...
Listen to my why
Okay, feel like posting more. ^^
During PTM, I was doing PTM so I saw every single parent of my schoolmates. Some looked like their parents and some don’t. Heh. Okay, I don’t really look like my parents but my little sister looks like me! :P
Just now when I was looking at Dzul’s word design, I was clicking, thinking that there were more displays. In the end the other 2 photos...
Mworago?
Last day of school! So much homework, so much rehearsals, so much worries! I’m so booked during the holidays. What kind of holiday is that anyway?! Anyways, all this rehearsals are for the MEGA BIG event, 45th Anniversary. Haish, so much to do, so little time.
Well, got back the report cards! I passed every subject. And heck yeah, I GOT A1 FOR ART!!!!! Be jealous people cos I got that...
OMG, tough nubs for my role as a vice-president. Haish, all I did was just agree to whatever the president says. So she asks me to do something, I’ll just say, “Yeah, okay.” and it’s always the same thing I said. I don’t want to be the idiot who just follows whatever the bigger person says! This time, I’m gonna try and take charge! Even though I’m the...
Bad Start to Happy Ending
Okay, a quick post would just do. Just a pronto quick typing post. Just need to get some things off my chest. It’s so irritating cos I always kept it inside of me. SO, LET’S GET STARTED.
Well, I do have to admit that I do sometimes miss Dzul. I miss talking to him. But somehow, the feelings are all gone within a month plus. Like, I wanted to stop thinking about him since like...
Drama - BIG LOVES
Okay, a quick update for today. Gotta do quickly and pronto.
Drama was fun. Had ELECTIONS,warm ups, improv, and 45th anniversary. I’m the royal host for 45th anniversary. Andandand I’m now VICE PRESIDENT of DRAMA CLUB. Really honoured. :DD Tons of drama clubbers were like, “Dang, why Jannah not president?!”. Especially Jeremy and Fana. -.- Haish, regret that I didnt follow...
BIG BIG YAYs for the end of MYE. :DD You have done a GREAT job for your exams, Jannah. You deserve a super good treat :P Too bad I can’t treat myself for some good awesome time cos I’m having CCA. But nevermind, it’ll be a fun day and I will look forward to it.
Let’s hope that this week is elections week cos I really want to get it done and over with. Almost everyday, I...
Life.Family.Friends.ARTS :DD
Okay, I manage to post here today. Heh.
Well, life was sort of fine these few days. I’m still angry though at him. Wouldn’t want to see him anyway but too bad I see him every school morning. Haish.. What to do? I’m stuck with this duty, well at least I enjoy it cos I get to see tons of other people who ROCK. Heh. It’s TRUE!
Exams are gonna be done soon. Next week is my...
I’m sick and tired of you and stupid flirts. You know how much would other girls hate you if they know you are being the BIGGEST flirt ever? Seriously. And one more tip, don’t keep on asking the same question cos girls like me and my CLOSE FRIEND get annoyed and irritated easily. Let me tell you this, GET A LIFE PLAYER!
I'm gonna be okay bby without u
Okay I just feel like typing another post. Gosh, MYE is already starting and I’m still sitting down here in front of the laptop, typing this. Heh, I’m just gonna slack abit today. Tomorrow, a full on humanities study! Sheeeshh, that sucks.
Dammit, can’t believe sis is still close with my ex-schoolmate. It’s like, “WHAAATT??!!”. Seriously, he even say he missed...
jigum buto I can change
I’m gonna change. I’m gonna be the new Jannah. I’m gonna be the new,confident,vice-president/secretary of Drama Club,hardworking,responsible,fun and fresh Jannah. I’m determined to do many things. So this time, I’m gonna forget about Dzul. So what? I’m gonna prove to him that I can MOVE on with my own life. I’m gonna prove that I CAN be the 2011’s...
April 2010
9 posts
Should I just start off my day just by ignoring a person whom I don’t wish to see? Too bad I can’t. I can’t believe he brought the same bag as me today. Sheesh, I think I should change my bag. Or should ask him to change? Hahah. Funny.
Been texting Gwen like alot over the past few days. Hahha. We talked about our upcoming artsy fartsy trip around town. :DD Gonna stop by Arts...
ELECTIONS
Feel like posting again. This time, it’s about the elections. Yes, the elections.
I’m feeling super scared about the elections. It’s just simply scary. For the first time I’m going to try out for a BIG position. So scared, terrifying.. I don’t know if I can make it. Please please let it be a good day for me on DRAMA ELECTIONS DAY.
Go on and take a bow
Letter To A Friend Of Mine:
Helloo. Just wanna congratulate you. You just won the awards for “Most Stupid” and “Best Liar”. How did you got them? Let me explain.
You got “Most Stupid” cos of your new relationship. A sec 1 girl? Puh-lease, she’s like 3 years younger than you!
You got “Best Liar” cos of our broken relationship. I guess, when...
So What?
So what if I’m upset? I can just go back to where I’ve had my fun and happiness.
So what if I’m lonely? I can just go up to people and be friends with them.
So what if I’m out of love? I DON’T need you to be my beloved one cos I got better people who love me.
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April birthdays. Wth....
saranghaji malgol guraesso jong juji malgol...
I shouldn’t have loved you;
I shouldn’t have given my heart to you.
It’s stupid that you love that girl when you know that she won’t return your love.
AND plus, that girl is way way younger than you. Heh, IDIOT.
I have given up on abg. I don’t want to make myself so worked up over a guy. It’s sort of stupid of me to do that. Next week, his birthday is on...
second post
No matter what, you always around me.
Wherever I go, you are always there.
Are you following me?
Why are you always there in front of my eyes?
You are like my shadow.
Wherever I go, you are always there.
I don’t want you to appear in front of me all the time.
But I want you to always be by my side.
I want you.
I need you.
Wherever I go, you are always there.
Real Post:-
I...
Bitter heart
Saturday night, trying to ignore you but somehow it was so hard.
I’m trying to ignore Abg Dzul cos I saw him online on fb and it was hard to ignore him. I want to talk to him but I tried not to. So I quickly log out of my fb and started blogging(or I mean, TUMBLR-ING).
Still thinking if I should take up the challenge to be PRESIDENT of Drama Club. Haish.
If I take it up, am I able to be...
mianhae, mianhada, saranghae
Friday night, endless sleep nights
Chatted with Abg Dzul just now on fb and it was just somehow stupid that he just left the conversation with no goodbyes. So upset. But nevermind, I got bigger things to worry about.
Well, since Drama seniors are stepping down, obviously we need someone to run the whole club.
And the person that the president of the club wanted is (big gulp) ME.
Why me? Why...
Saturday night, felt like a Sunday.
Haish.. So worked up this whole week. Good thing I managed to be in something that Abg Dzul is also in. Haha, kay stop it. It’s speech day. The day where I have to be super prepared and busy. Cannot believe that it’s just in a few days! Gosh, so much to do, so little time. I’ll end here. :D
Let’s put our hands together
March 2010
4 posts
nal nal nallo nal gatgo nonun gol mollasso
Friday night, was it supposed to be like this?
Haish.. I was so happy that I managed to talk to Abg Dzul after a long time. It seemed as if there was a cold war between both of us. Super creepy. Errgh..
So I texted him for awhile then I waited patiently for him to reply. Yes, I was being patient. I’ve never been so patient in my life when it comes to texting. If a person don’t text...
Binguel Binguel
Saturday night, feels more like a Sunday night.
Haish… Camp was like fun! Except that I keep worrying whether Abg Dzul is fine at his camp. hmmm…..
Nothing else to say. Bleh
nawaye chuogi non man man hani
Saturday night, too tired but don’t wish to sleep.
Just a short post will do.
I failed Literature, passed my other subjects. Had 4 As. Heh. I’M GOOD!
I’m in GREAT terms with Abg Dzul now. TEEHHHEEE! :D
I’m so happy. :D I miss talking Abg Dzul. Not gonna see him for the next few days mann.. Stupid holidays.. WHY?!
Having Sec 2 camp. Yays! Gonna be like truck loads fun...
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo
Thursdays, SUCH A FUN DAY!
Today there were a few local artists that came by to perform for assembly. It was like OHEHMGEE!! So cool.. Teehee
Haha, I love their performances. They are truly great artists. I really love Zahir Latif’s performance. He really was into the song that he was singing and was sincere when singing it. And he strums his guitar while singing! Like OHEHMGEE! SO SO SO...
February 2010
8 posts
Nege ppajin baboin na
Sunday afternoon, too bored.
Haish… So bored. What to do on a day like this? Common Test 1 has ended and OMG, I didn’t do that well for Maths. I don’t think I can pass for Literature either. I think I did quite well for Science. :D YAY! Hahah. LMAO.
I LOVE FRIDAY 260210!!
TEEHEE. I went for Student Leaders party on that night. Wahh super fun like madness. LOL. I WANNA GO...
kkutnattanun gol ajikdo molla
Managed to post today. By right, I’m supposed to be studying now but I can’t. All I can think of was the times when I was super close to Abg Dzul. He was like my super close friend or bestfriend. I want everything to be like then. Hmmm.. I was so much happier then compared to now. Haish.. What to do?
my heart is beating faster and faster
Hey! As promised, i will update about my Thursday.
On Thursday, I had filming with Venessa’s PW group.
So firstly, we were at the canteen. Me,Venessa and Zheng Yang were running lines,Florence was checking on the script,Huzaifah was playing with the video camera and Rachel was having her class.
Then we were in separate ways. I was with Venessa, finding the other people. Then saw Abg Dzul....
Thursday night, start of exam stress.
It tickles my funny bone! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TODAY! Let me write in a short paragraph.
Thanks to Huzaifah, Venessa and Zheng Yang, I had fun today. Super hilarious. :D
Haven’t been seeing Abg Dzul so much lately. I guess we’re both busy in our own lives. Hmm..
Nevermind, I’ll treasure their friendship. :D
Friends are like gifts that we...
Bored.. Nothing to do.
Watched like alot of music videos then saw iman’s videos. :D She is such a good singer! ^^ I really like her voice. Hehe
Actually my purpose of posting was to keep busy and not think about best friend. I’ve been doing almost everything I did when I was texting him. Like when I was texting him at my grandparents place, I was really lying down on the sofa and was...
Monday night, too much worries?
Haishh, gonna be totally busy with loads of filming and such. Phew, totally tired! Well, the CNY skit wasn’t too bad. Well, sort of. Now I have another nickname - PANDA. Great or what?! NOT! Well, I’m gonna have to live through it.
I totally miss bestfriend. I miss talking to him and I miss his disturbances. Hmmph, why can’t we just go back to...
Sunday afternoon, too tiring or sleepy?
Hello world! Been like totally tired today. I’m tired of homework and Maths especially. I think I’m gonna shout out at the teacher if she say we are gonna do more on Algebraic Equations. My brain can’t take up anymore info on Algebra. Too many alphabets and numbers.
Best friend still calls me Pixie Lott and make the puffed up face to me....
Quote Of The Day : Keep Moving Forward
Saturday evening, too upsetting?
Rawr-ers world! LOL, i’m being random. Haha. This week was sort of cool. Hah. I’ve been busy with school,drama and life.
One more thing : I’LL BE WEARING AN EXTRA COSTUME FOR CNY SKIT. And it is a PANDA HAT. :O OMG, it looks cute but I HAVE TO WEAR IT! Super super sad. I think #24 and #26 will have a new nickname for me. Instead of calling...
January 2010
7 posts
Quote of the week : FOCUS
Sunday night, too much stress?
Well, like the other Singaporeans, I too went to see SHINee at Lot1. But then because of some people who step on my foot and all the other stuff, I didn’t went to see. I went to make myself happy with a cup of Oreo McFlurry and a packet of fries. :D In the end, went to see them on TV at Lot1. LOL. Saw like uhlot of people whom I knew. So my day was sort of...
Saturday night, what to do?
School was like super fun this week! Like super super super fun. :D
I still remember so called “playing” softball with Venessa outside class before D&T. Wahh, super madness fun. Used the rolled up vanguard sheet as the bat. LOL. I so called “hit a homerun” and because of that, I spin another round and it made me dizzy. Well, it didn’t...
Sunday night. Hmm.. What to do on this night? I guess nothing. Wahh, tomorrow is going to be a long day. Let’s hope that it rains tomorrow. I love rainy days. :D It’s nice and cooling to have a sleep on rainy days. I wanna have a long long long sleep and when I wake up tomorrow,it will be 9 in the afternoon and I’m afraid that I’ll miss school for a day. Hahha. I...
Ohh god! School was like draggish-madness!
I can’t think properly. All I can think of is what am I gonna do about my results, how to get GPA/EAGLES award(got motivated to do well by the awardees today) and what is going happen to my relationship. Scratch the last part, I mean my “relationship”. I don’t even think everything’s going well now. It’s all torn...
Heyy lovelies! :D Ahaha. 3rd week of school was like damn. Super tiring. Haven’t started on my storyboard and my literature homework! Super dead. Need to do everything by tomorrow. Wahh need to chiong all my homework tomorrow! Bad.
Key holder duty is in fact the best duty ever! All you have to do is just stand there,open close the door then look at people. Ahaha, it may sound boring but you...